Like a staple punched right through my finger, like a wooden stake driven directly through my vampire heart, like a pounding head after drinking too much, like the pressure building up after the plane has taken off, mostly… like a huge sinkhole has appeared right through my chest.
Just make it stop please.
With just one like, everything I’ve worked hard to forget this whole time went rushing back. It’s like you poured salt on my open wound. Everything went back afloat. And well, I miss you just like the old times.
I thought I almost had done it. But I never really moved a step. All of it was pretentious illusions; I was deceiving myself. How can I even start?
She said… “YOU DON’T FALL IN LOVE WHEN YOU FORGOT THE FORMER ONE, YOU START A NEW RELATIONSHIP TO FORGET IT! A HEART THAT WAS HURT BY LOVE, CAN ONLY BE HEALED BY LOVE, TOO.”
Just when I thought I’m charging forward, I realized that all this time, I’ve been deceiving myself. I’m trying, trying hard each day to forget, to move-on. But I’m stuck, still stuck in that place where he left me. I know it’s not that long since but it feels like dragging me back.
I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry myself.
I FUCKING HATE THIS SONG BECAUSE…
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don’t need my name on my show
You can tell it I’m ballin’
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of shit with you
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
